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23 April 2010 @ 10:32 pm
Emotional rant tiem~

Okay so... I should probably talk about work, maybe. It has been pretty awesome, which I so did not expect when I started. I have gotten some friends at work and it's so much fun hanging out with them and talking about shit. And it's so rare for me to be so relaxed around guys, but they just make me feel at ease. And overall it has been good, stressing a bit about school application stuff but.. otherwise okay. Just one small thing to worry about, but too lazy to write about it here. Just relationship problems I suppose :/

I wish I would do more art but I guess I'm just having a bit of a break from that right now. I'm sure I'll get more active in drawing later. I'm focusing more on looking at other people's art and getting inspired by things and places. I feel pretty calm nowadays, no panic about things I usually get nervous about. So that's good. Must be the medication lol :P Also I'm getting switching to stronger medication in a week or two, my pschyatrist thought the meds I'm on now are not doing a good enough job. Eh, I don't mind. I'm still a bit too shy about certain things so I don't mind stronger meds that will make me more social. And if I have any side-effects, he said it would be easy to stop the medication.

I was supposed to go to a bar with some guys from work but I dunno, I guess they forgot I was going to come too or they just didn't go or whatever. So I'm stuck home today, but hopefully the rest of the weekend will be better.

At least listening to some good techno makes me feel better :D
feel: bouncybouncy
listen: NIGHTkilla - Hardstyle
HellBiteshellbites on April 23rd, 2010 08:11 pm (UTC)
(I'm so not spamming your journal, haha.) But we really should!

... so, you got plans tomorrow?
Keitakeitaboy on April 23rd, 2010 08:18 pm (UTC)
Well actually yeah, I'm hanging out with a friend in Helsinki tomorrow... But sometime later, maybe? I dunno :P I don't make plans ahead of time, I just go whereever I go. Oh and thanks on the.. grats on the job, um :P It's going pretty well, it's more fun that I thought and I get some money for it so yeah. Now if I could just get an apartment somewhere..
HellBites: Tradition Breakerhellbites on April 23rd, 2010 08:25 pm (UTC)
Aw, no problem if you do have plans! I just threw the suggestion out there to say something. Since same here, I don't plan ahead, we should just go someday when we're both feeling bored.

And don't belittle the job thing! It's really good it's going so well, you're having fun and not killing yourself worrying about it. :) We should look at the apartment application stuff someday again, did you get/find the extra papers for it? I'll probably show up there this Sunday or Monday or something since I need to get my car inspected on Monday. So we can look at this stuff, too.